I’ve had this post in my head for a while, and although I’d hoped to publish it on Valentine’s Day, work intervened and I wasn’t able to. However… it’s still February, so the topic of love is still kind of relevant, right?
Anyway… I’ve written before about how writing a first draft of a book is rather like falling in love, and so I wanted to expand on this. When I recently heard the word ‘limerence’ (which, in essence, means romantic infatuation) I thought it a lovely word and just right for describing my feelings about starting a new piece of writing.
Since the end of last summer I’ve been writing short stories (I wrote four in total) and I thought that the process had parallels with limerence and long-term love. The pre-writing part, where an idea sparks and I begin to work out the plot in my head, is rather like limerence. It’s the bit where I walk around in a daze, smiling to myself, having met what I’m sure must be ‘the one’. Then I write the first draft. It’s exciting and magical, just like the part when you realize the person you are hugely attracted to is also attracted to you. And I experience a real rush of emotion as I come to the end of the first draft knowing that something really special just happened…
There is a brief lull (usually a few days) as I step away from the story and let it settle. This ‘detaching’ is necessary so that I can switch from subjective mode to objective mode, which is needed for the editing.
When I come back to the story and read it with a clearer head, I taste the bittersweet tang that comes with the knowledge that this story has flaws; the limerence has ebbed away and what I am left with is a flawed, yet still worthwhile and valuable story. This is the part where long-term love can (or cannot) begin to grow. I’m pretty good at sticking with it, committing myself to the editing process (which, like long-term relationships, have their charms) but I have to say that on the second or third edit I have to wonder why I’m doing this. Isn’t it easier to quit? Isn’t it easier, and infinitely more lovely to start a new story and fall in love with another all over again? Well, that’s the temptation, isn’t it? But holding on… sticking with that story takes guts and determination and a willingness to find oneself out of one’s depth. Then to carry on and on, putting that story out there, submitting it, coping with rejection and re-submitting it… (This, dear reader, can go on for years — and it is not unlike the challenges that one faces in a relationship when children come along… but I wrote more about that here.) Well, it all takes time and energy and a strength of spirit which isn’t always easy to muster.
So wherever you are in your writing (or relationship!) or business or latest hobby, I (think) I can empathise. And I wish for you what I wish for myself; the wisdom to know when it’s worth holding on; and the courage to hold on when it’s worth doing so.
I’ve never heard the word limerence before, but this is *exactly* the way I feel about the process of writing stories. The shift from rose-tinted infatuation to realism is tough, but you’re right – it’s worth hanging on in there.
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Yep, it is worth hanging on in there, I think. But it is tough. Sharing this fact with other writers helps though. Thanks for stopping by. 🙂
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As the previous commenters have said, this is very encouraging and is also a whole new way of looking at writing and much else. Thank you!
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Many thanks Cathy for stopping by – so glad you found my blog. 🙂
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Oh that’s wonderful. I’ve never heard the word limerence before, but what a useful word. And you describe the process of writing a piece so well. Thank you.
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You’re welcome! Thanks again for stopping by. I’m so happy to have you read and comment. 🙂
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Thank you for this post, it is informative, encouraging and lovely.
So many things in life go through this process and I feel if we can just hold onto a few all the way to the end we are lucky.
Have a wonderful week! xx
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You’re welcome Jane, and thank you again for stopping by. I hope to catch up with your blog soon! T xx
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